that very upsetting night when you have to say goodbye to micaela and won’t be seeing her for a few months
it’s a bunch of hours later and i’m still crying
i love you i love you i love you i am honestly feeling somewhat lost without you i love you
GUISE YOU ARE MAKING ME CRY
MICAELA I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE

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I SWEAR TO GOD I AM GOING TO SEE YOU THIS SUMMER, BECAUSE I’M GOING TO NJ, AND I WILL WALK TO TENAFLY IF I HAVE TO IN ORDER TO JUST GIVE YOU THE GOODBYE HUG I NEVER GOT TO.
FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU



![[Image is an animated gif of the Tenth doctor from doctor who, played by david Tennant, saying “I don’t want to go” with his words captioned. The image is in black and white, and his hair where it pokes out over his forehead bounces a little as he talks. he has sideburns here. We only see him from the shoulders up, and can see the upper lapels of his pin striped suit and the collar of his shirt beneath. He appears to be inside the TARDIS.] reblogged for below: livebythem: madamethursday: fattiesinlove: positivelyindecent: withwhitedusttides: lowrrrrrri: miss you david :( I stopped watching Doctor Who as soon as he left. I was glad he went. I really love David but I thought his character was raped by bad writing at times. He came across as a pussy Doctor sometimes, which is alright in small amounts but too much of his sensitive side ruined the Doctor for me. I dont blame Tennant for this, he made the best out of a bad situation and I do miss him.His regeneration was really really overdone though imo (cue hate messages and unfollows)Love Doctor Who and I always will :) I completely agree with you on 10. He was my absolute favorite until around the time when he was on the way out and by then me and my bestie were sort of like GOD, SWITCH IT UP ALREADY. -E Um, maybe we could not use phrases like raped by bad writing and pussy Doctor? I realize that Im going to get reblogs of people telling me this isnt a big deal and chill out because who cares if were using these words when talking about a TV show, isnt there bigger stuff out there to worry about? But sweet fuck, I mean, you wonder why the entire Assange and Mooreandme thing happened? It happens because in this shared culture (even between different countries) apparently we cant even talk about a goddamn TV show without resorting to language that minimizes rape and casts something associated with women (ie - a pussy, though many men and non-binary folks have pussies) in a disrespectful light. So how the fuck are we supposed to talk about actual rape survivors and actual rape and actual pussies and actual women with any decency or respect if this is what were doing? It happens because if I want to get in on this discussion just to talk about a TV character, I have to decide if Im okay with it or have people tell me Im getting mad at nothing. I have to decide if Im willing to put up with phrases like raped by bad writing when I can tell you about my best friend being raped by an actual man who assaulted her against her will and how I got to listen to her tell me about the police telling her it wasnt even worth filing a report because they wouldnt do anything about it anyway. I have to decide if Im willing to put up with a part of my body being used as a synonym for cowardly, for weak, for oversensitive. And the answer is, Im not. I wanted to talk about Doctor Who, now I have to talk about why minimizing rape is NOT OKAY for the billionth time this goddamn year because I know too many rape survivors in my own life and know what shit they were put through during their assaults and afterwards by a society that condoned and defended their rapists to just let it slide like what happened to them is the same thing as a CHARACTER BEING WRITTEN BADLY ON A TV SHOW. Reblogged in support of Madame Thursday. Ive been raped twice this year. Shitty writing is not rape. Leaving your facebook open and someone else posting statuses is not rape. Beating people at COD is not rape. Rape is rape.](http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9gginaota1qc51qmo1_500.gif)







